๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ :
๐“ฎ๐”‚๐“ฎ๐“ผ :
๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ :

๐ป๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’พ๐“‰ ๐’ถ๐“๐“ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰๐‘’๐’น:
I haven't written anything since I was like 14 or so, and now I'm writing again, I'm writing because I fell in love, I fell in love and I fell very hard for someone who I shouldn't love, he is not my friend, but very close to me, I met him last semester, I only shared one class with him but I never saw him until a few weeks before the semester was over, we didn't talk, we barely knew of the existence of each other, and I actually didn't really care about him.
๐’ช๐“Š๐“‡ ๐“ˆ๐“Š๐“‚๐“‚๐‘’๐“‡:
During the summer he started dating one of my friends, they weren't boyfriend and girlfriend but there was something between them, I threw a party at my place one summer night, we didn't talk much, but we shared cigarettes all night long, that's when we became a weird sort of close but not really friends.
๐’ฉ๐‘’๐“Œ ๐’ป๐‘’๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“ˆ:
We share two classes, but I see him everyday at least once, I started having feelings for him when we got drunk and were kind of taking care of each other. He recovered a while before me, all I did was talk bullshit and ask him to take me home. He didn't, he knew that day I couldn't come home like that, and he stayed with me until I recovered, we talked about the future and he told me to follow y own dreams, not to fulfill my parents' wishes, then I fell asleep and he held my hand, intertwined our fingers and told me to lay on him. He took me home safe and sound.
๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ธ๐’ฝ:
We went downtown together to visit a woman who was supposed to predict the future with ๐’•๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’• cards. He was told about me, not my name, but that he was blocking something great and that a friend was crazy in love with him. I didn't believe in magic until that moment, until that coincidence. Then I went in and the first thing I was told was that I have a triangle in my life, I'm in love with him but he don't have any idea, and I won't tell him 'cause I'm afraid my friend still has feelings for him. She told me to wait, we are supposed to be together, but not now, not yet, we are meant to be, but not in this time, not in this life.