Dear today,
Sometimes I hate you. I hate you because I can't enjoy you. I hate you because you don't give me anything nice, because you don't give me nice thoughts. At that moment I hope you leave as soon as possible and that you never return. I hate you because my friends are having a nice time with you and i don't. I hate you because you let me cry all the time. I want to run away from you, but I can't run away from you. No matter how much I want it. But sometimes I love you. I love you because I enjoy you. I love you because you are giving me something nice. At that moment I hope you stay forever and then I am scared to close my eyes because I don't want you to leave. Because I am scared that you won't be that nice next time. Why are you changing so much? Why can't I fall in love with you again. Dear today, shall we stop fighting? Shall we love each other and be happy together?

Love,