I wish I knew exactly when
the world became way too much to bare
I'm just trying to survive
this heaviness in my heart doesn't feel fair

I hate waking up
and being hit with chaotic thoughts
I hate that I feel so weak
before the day has even started

If someone wants to take my life
I'll sell it cheap,
it's yours to keep
I just want to go back to sleep

I wish I knew exactly when
the world became too much to bare
I'm just trying to survive
this pain in my chest doesn't feel fair

I need all these screaming voices
to soon meet their ends
So I dance on the edges of rooftops
and cigarettes are my best friends

Fuck love
Fuck pretty little fairy tales
Keep the wishes for romance out of mind
by going off the rails

Forget your own safety
and when the truth comes closer, run faster
Ignorance is bliss
when the inside of your head is a disaster

I wish I knew exactly when
the world became way too much to bare
I'm just trying to survive
this heaviness in my heart doesn't feel fair

I hate waking up
and being hit with chaotic thoughts
I hate that I feel so weak
before the day has even started

If someone wants to take my life
I'll sell it cheap,
it's yours to keep
I just want to go back to sleep

I wish I knew exactly when
the world became too much to bare
I'm just trying to survive
this pain in my chest doesn't feel fair

I need all these screaming voices
to soon meet their ends
So I dance on the edges of rooftops
and cigarettes are my best friends

Fuck love
Fuck pretty little fairy tales
Keep the wishes for romance out of mind
by going off the rails

I wish I knew exactly when
the world became way too much to bare
I'm just trying to survive
this heaviness in my heart doesn't feel fair

I spend my time either being numb
keeping all the fear in
or crying,
struggling to breathe

What did all the happy people have to give
to get a proper way to live?

The universe is so secretive
Nobody even lets me know
if it is karma or bad luck
that made me miserable.