Whenever you would leave, I always would like to go ahead and blame it on the fact that you just didn't know how to act, that you weren't ready yet. But now you have a girl and now i've run out of excuses why you couldn't be with me. It feels like I attract bad luck and everyone around me keeps falling in love, I still wonder who you think about at night but then come to the conclusion it isn't me, it's her. I don't think anyone has a slight idea of how I've been feeling lately, I feel ugly, exhausted, worthless. And that's not only because of you, it's because of me, it's because of them. I hope someday I can feel luckily enough to have you, but until then, I'll cry my nights away.