๐“‘๐“ฎ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ฎ ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ถ ๐“ฒ ๐”€๐“ช๐“ผ
๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฎ ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“ผ๐“ฎ.

Everything happens
for a reason, they say.
I know that there is something between us. It still exists, that's why nobody seem to let go of this mess.
I don't want you back, this is good for both of us but now i feel nostalgic.

If people are meant to be together they will, they say.
I wish i could say this for us, but i know you are not good for me.
I hope you realise that you lost the only person who could love you the most. I hope you come back & tell you how much chaos you created.

๐“๐“ฏ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ ๐“ฒ ๐“ฏ๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ต
๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ด๐“ฎ ๐“ช ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐”€ ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“ท.

You changed my whole life.
You made me feel all the kind of emotions. Good & Bad.
I feel much different, like i can't even recognise my f*cking self.

But now i want to let go. I try to find myself in order to start from somewhere but there isn't a "before me".
There is only after & i don't know how to deal with "it" without you.

That's the last poem
i write about you. Feeling blessed & cursed for this Summer you "offered" me. I hope the day i read this poem again to feel like myself,๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ฐ๐“ฑ๐“ธ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ & ๐“ถ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ญ.

๐“ถ๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ฎ ๐“น๐“ธ๐“ฎ๐“ถ๐“ผ ๐“ซ๐”‚ ๐“ถ๐“ฎ