Inspired by https://www.rookiemag.com/2014/09/a-crush-is-enough/ :)

A while ago I noticed that there was a reason as to why I never told my crushes I was into them (other than the obvious shyness I have when it comes to discussing my feelings)- the fact that crushing on someone is enough. Sometimes you don't feel the need to date them, you're ok with just admiring them from afar. More often than not, the reality for crushes is that they'll probably just remain as a distant memory in the back of your head, a hazy memory of the time you liked someone and they never reciprocated those feelings. And I'm the first one to say- it's fine. You don't always have to tell your crush you like them. Sometimes you simply shouldn't.

The feeling you get when realizing you're crushing on someone, as annoying as it might be, 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙. Suddenly you're all happy and bubbly and you have someone on your mind at all times. And sometimes even, you get a desire for 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚. You wanna be more productive, you take more care of yourself, your goals change. It's beautiful. Sure, the reason 𝙬𝙝𝙮 you're changing might not be a proper motivator, but damn. You're glad you're changing.

Generally, the only annoying thing about crushes is daydreaming. Suddenly they're everywhere. You're reading a book, you picture them as the love interest. You're trying to sleep, so you imagine what it'd be like to date them. In class, you can't focus thinking of them. And I'm not fully sure why, but I enjoy that.

Before I finish this off, I'm just gonna say; there's no guilt in not wanting to tell ur crush you're into them. Stay safe <3

love, couple, and pink image
So here's a playlist I made while I had a crush once, hopefully at least one of these songs will apply to u :)

(you drive me) crazy - britney spears
california friends - the regrettes
harry - kelsy karter
radio - lana del rey
treat her better - mac demarco
i'm down - tyne
saturday nights - khalid
just like heaven - the cure
wet dreams - saya
these girls - sticky fingers
weird around you - eerie summer
400 lux - lorde
anything - sza
no other heart - mac demarco
why won't you make up your mind - tame impala
are you bored yet? - wallows and clairo
suited - shekhinah
staring - tipling rock
music to watch boys to - lana del rey