i look at myself in the mirror and i see a complete stranger,
i disown me,
i disown all around me,
let me come back home

i'm missing the oxygen,
my skin's now only a pale salmon color
and my eyes have lost their light,
'cause i decided to lost myself
and there's no turn back time

freedom never felt like this,
when the wind doesn't crash against my face anymore,
i know i've lost it all,
"at least i still have"
i comfort

-ari