omg heyyyyy. What's up?

God, I'm a wreck.

College is legit today and I ain't ready at all. I just barely got my textbooks and I wanted to get a head start and read them, but I didn't because I wanted to enjoy my last days of freedom and chill and do stupid shit, but now I'm here like "OMG, THIS IS HAPPENING" and I still ain't ready.

Will I ever be ready?

The answer: prolly not.

I've been typing things into google like, "scared of college," "anxiety about college," etc. and I haven't found ANYTHING. I found some stupid teen vogue articles talking about freshman and how they're scared they won't make friends.

BITCH I DON'T NEED FRIENDS, NOR AM I WORRIED ABOUT MAKING THEM. I'M GOING TO COLLEGE TO STUDY, NOT HANG OUT WITH HOES.

Although maybe I'd be chill with a lil study buddy, ya know what I'm saying.

BUT ANYWAY, I'M FUCKING WORRIED.

And the internet is not helping whatsoever. My main worry is that this shit is gonna be too hard to fucking handle. I got scholarships and imma fucking cling to that shit tighter than a slug to it's damn shell, but I'm worried that Imma fail at maintaining the required grade point average and LOSE EVERYTHING.

Damn, I'm dramatic. I should be in soaps.

ALSO, THERE'S GONNA BE A LOT OF REQUIRED TEAM WORK AND I LIKE TO FLY SOLO. I'M LIKE JASON DERULO BRUH, BUT WITHOUT THE WEEKND'S PINEAPPLE ON MY HEAD.

Oh well, thanks for reading my ted talk, imma prolly post another article talking about my first class. shoutout to my 54 followers. Ya'll are the best. peace.