It's been a while since I posted an article here, but Lover is coming and I'm excited since Taylor announced this new album.
And well, since I know a lot of people follow my collection of hers, I think it would be nice to tell a little of my life as Swiftie.
I think I was about 10 years old and was playing with my dolls in my room and watching some music clips on a channel.
I wasn't even paying attention, but when I started playing The Story Of Us, for some reason my attention went to the tv.
I enjoyed the music and the other days I started to watch to see if it was happening again. Yes it did, but it also started playing other songs like You Belong With Me (sure is my favorite song since I heard it) and Love Story.
When I least noticed, I was already listening to all her songs that passed and looking for others on the computer, but as I did not know how to use properly, I was listening more to the songs on TV.
And even though I didn't listen to Taylor's current songs for a while, I still remembered how good it felt to hear her songs.
When she released 1989 I went back to listening to every song I could and discovered spotify around that time.
I love the blank space clip and the phrase "Darling, I'm a nightmare dressed up like a daydream".

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Then she took a break from her career and I kept waiting for her to come back with a new album.
I had a rough time in 2017, around August, which was when she released Look What You Made Me Do. I didn't know or care about the controversy about her, but when I saw that what she went through was similar to what was happening to me ... I was relieved to be able to count on someone who knew what I was going through (even though she did). probably never know that)

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I saw in reputation my salvation. The lyrics can touch my heart even today, even after two years. I still feel what the lyrics go through and I'm still relieved.
End Game is one of my favorite songs from this album. I always use the phrase "I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me", which led my best friend to call me the drama queen.

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I clung to this album for a long time, taking the lessons lessons for my life.
I finished school and felt at peace finally. She would no longer have to wear the skin of a strong girl who could pass over anyone in front of everyone. I could be myself again.
But I used this paper for so long that I got lost.
And that's where the phrase "And in the death of her reputation,
she felt truly alive " enters.
I didn't have to be that Amanda anymore. Amanda who said she was poisonous or tried to protect herself from everything and everyone by not being able to trust people anymore.
I could be myself.
But I got lost and it took me a long time to meet again.
When Taylor released Me it was a relief. She was in another age and so was I. I wasn't that Amanda anymore, and I needed to be another Amanda.
Of course, it wasn't just Taylor who helped me on this journey, but she has a key role.
The Archer made me face my past ghosts, but made me realize that I had to move on, and that I had to get back on my feet.
"I wake up in the night, I pace like a ghost" is a part that made me cry a lot. I still cry with The Archer, it's a song that touched my heart a lot.

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I spent a good part of this year doing what this phrase says. I couldn't sleep and kept walking around my room like a ghost. I still have trouble sleeping, but things are getting better with time.

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"All the king's horses, all the king's men, couldn't put me together again. 'Cause all of my enemies started out friends"

Every time I hear this part, I remember my last two years. I was broken, injured, hurt, suspicious and sensitive. I was in pieces. Gradually, I'm still rebuilding myself, it's hard, but it's necessary.
Really, my enemies were my friends. My trust in other people went to space and I was oblivious to everything and everyone. But I realized that some people have not abandoned me and that they will never leave me alone.
I hope Lover has more messages, not just for me, but for everyone who listens to this album. I hope he can touch the heart of every person who hears him.
I think this is one of my biggest articles.
Lover will be available on August 23rd.

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I hope you enjoy and enjoy the result. Taylor never let me down hahaha.
Love u all.