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i love you so much...the constant sleepless nights thinking about you and the fear of losing you hit me everyday.

I was playing the song on spotify where i created it especially for you on repeat.. then i had a strong immense feeling of tearing and my heart started wrenching by the thought of you.
i'm feeling all the fear, pressure and sadness all at once.Tears streaming down my cheeks to my pillow sheets till i fall asleep.Repeat.

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