In a deep ocean,
with enraged waves,
my body drowns
but I can still breathe.

Anxiety sinks in my veins
but I don't fight it.
I knew this would happen
now or later so,
I let my body fall.
Fall in a deep emptiness
which I don't know
if there's an end.

I close my eyes
letting the darkness
have the best of me.
Two hands in my neck
leaving beautiful purple marks
but even then, I don't fight it.

I've been handling these feelings for so much time. So now, let me just sink in and drown.

-Akash