I just time.
I don't want to lose myself or you.
Because if I do, what is left.

Sometimes I stand still and pretend that everything is fine.
Just if I smile and laugh, I'm okay.
Sometimes I turn cold to the people I love.
But it's just because I love you.
Don't want to hurt you.
But maybe I just make it worse by ignoring everyone.

I'm doing this to myself.
And don't know why.