I still bring you up when I'm drunk.
Saying all the things I can't say sober.
That I miss you.
That I still want you.
That all I want is your warmth next to me.

But I would never say that to you.
Don't think you would understand.
Would you smile at me and wrap your arms around me or would you look away and move on?

You were my sunshine but now my rain.
What should I do when I miss you?
What can I do to forget your smile and your kisses?

I don't want to remember you.
Even if you were my sunshine for so long and still are.