What do you tell yourself after someone completely breaks your heart? Even after they promised not to hurt you... after all the kisses you shared together... the late-night adventures? It really does suck doesn’t it?

Opening up to someone is the hardest when your past has tortured you enough. You tell yourself you won’t let it happen again but the smile, the charisma, the amazing attention they give you... just so they could walk away like your feelings don’t matter.

You feel powerless and lost because you don’t have one single explanation as to what you did wrong. You overthink for the rest of your summer wondering where you made a mistake or how you could back and change certain events.

i just wish you could of stayed away...