๐ป๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“๐‘œ ๐’ป๐“‡๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“ˆ, Iโ€™m considering re-watching Teen Wolf because Dylan Oโ€™Brien is really just the love of my life. What a man.

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Day 19: ๐˜‹๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ

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I technically havenโ€™t experienced my first love yet. Iโ€™ve had many (many being the operative word) fleeting crushes, and occasionally Iโ€™ll find myself being deeply infatuated with a boy for a short period of time. However, Iโ€™ve never genuinely felt anything beyond that, not yet at least. I want to experience it, the rollercoaster ride that is being in love. Iโ€™m a closet romantic, I love the idea of love but have never reallyโ€ฆ been in love. You can find me hidden in the corner trying to formulate a game plan on how I will best approach the boy I like, only to discover by the time I had mustered up the courage, he has already left the party. Iโ€™m frustratingly too shy for my own good. Simply making eye contact with my crush stresses me the heck out. The first time I tried to make full eye contact with my crush I was walking back from a night class, and didnโ€™t expect to see him considering everyone was busy with finals. Yet somehow, the stars aligned in this (excruciatingly cringey) moment, for God was giving me another opportunity to shoot my shot (FYI I didnโ€™t because Iโ€™m a coward). Bracing myself, I raised my head (whilst cursing myself for not having worn something cuter) and attempted to make eye contact. Unfortunately, I think I mightโ€™ve freaked him out, because although he acknowledge my existence, his eyes remained glued to the floor (real sad, I know). When I made it far enough away from him I had to stop walking just to catch my breath, because without realizing I had held it in. My heart was pounding like crazy, and I felt like a colossal idiot. Good timesโ€ฆ good times.

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๐ฟ๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“‡๐’น๐“ˆ, ๐ต๐‘œ

-ห‹หโœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

๐˜–๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜—๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต:

๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด: