the ending of a chapter my heart didn't want to come to

it was as if my head wasn't aligned in the present moment and all I could do was elevate the past to rise even further into my head

the never-ending cycle of past mishaps and missing out on falling in love were the causes of this wave of sadness I, myself, had arose

felt blue over happiness I once shared with the people who watched me grow & to the guy that couldn't

but somewhere along those feelings was an absence of acceptance that didn't rise until I knew it was time

I realized that memories were meant to be cherished, but...

mistakes were lead to moving on.