he tells me i'm mean. i know it terrifies him how quickly i switch it all off. but for him i'd be gentle, for him i'd let him make me sweet. add a bit of sugar and a splash of creamer until i'm no longer bitter to taste. i want to be soft only for him. i want to blush and bat my eyes when he looks and speaks to me. i'd let his hands hold mine, i swear it. for once, i'd hold on to him without pulling away. let his love pour over me like honey. let his words be intimate poetry. i'd shyly listen and tenderly reciprocate. for him, i'd give my entire heart and every drop of my love.