i cannot stop
in my thoughts, i still go back to that day.
everyone had told us that it is forbidden,
nevertheless we both have craved for freedom.

we had escaped together,
holding hands.
we run so quickly, as if the earth wanted to stop us.
we had succeeded, we were finally free.

the sky was unbelievably blue that day.
everything was blue.
water, flowers, me and you.
and blue is my favorite colour.

our freedom was sweet,
it smelled like flowers
and tasted like my favourite candy,
of course intensively blue.

but we had to pay for our freedom
and i swear, losing you
was the most austere punishment
in my entire life.

my tears were blue,
so were the walls in my bedroom.
our parents were red
because they were so different from us.

i often glance at our pictures,
i used to always add the blue filter.
and this is all that i still have
because my world is turning red.

i miss you so badly
and all my memories are blue.
blue side,
back to blue side.

and the bluest thing is the fact
that all of this had never happened.
and once again, i am blue
and once again, you are red.

blue side,
back to blue side.
blue side,
back to blue side.

b l u e s i d e,
b a c k t o b l u e s i d e.
b l u e s i d e,
b a c k t o b l u e s i d e.

"inside my blue dream
i want to contain you
even if you say no
inside my eyes

inside my blue dream
i want to hold you
even if you say we can't
inside my embrace”

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inspired by Blue Side (Outro) by j-hope