So here goes.A scary moment of putting something out there.On the big web.For everyone to see, to relate to, to admire, to critique...
I wanted to talk about what I call 'the dark place'.You know the place where all your fears, real or perceived, live.The place which you enter when something doesn't go as planned.When life controls you and you can't control life.The place to which you almost voluntarily run too, because there is some sort of sick comfort of being miserable and surrounding yourself with all the reasons to be.
The dark place looks different for all of us.Different demons host there.Your individual fears are the rulers and they have no mercy.They will magnify everything you're not and everything you want to be.They will scream in your face you are not enough.You don't have what it takes.You are not 'them' that are doing 'it'.You are just another insignificant human being.

And you stay in the dark place.Literally sprirrling down the longer you listen to those demons.You go in further and further until it's hard to even imagine light.So you learn to live in the darkness.You get used to the thought of everything you want ,being out of reach.You accept you imagined self will always be just that, imagined.
But the dark place is not physical.It's a state of mind.It is your mind that restrains you from turning on the light switch.Don't get comfortable in the dark.You owe it to yourself , the past,present and future to leave the dark place.

This is for everyone who feels like they're losing it.Don't wander into the darkness....