I want to express myself here because I didn't have the chance to say this stuff in your face. So, if you ever get to see this I hope you can understand me more.

I've met for a long time ago, almost 6 years now. When we met at the bus stop but you probably don't remember that, do you?

Then I saw you 2 years ago for the first time in a long time, you looked more handsome, more mature.

I want to apologist in the name of my friends, because I know they think they were helping me to get you. Getting your info, texting you like it was me, calling you a hundred times. I think they were more in love with you that I was. The good thing about that is that I don't trust them anymore, you made me realized who were really my friends and who weren't.

I want to thank you for being nice to me, for acting like a gentleman when no one would ever do that.

I don't know if I can't forget you or if I just compare you to all the boys I've loved after you. They don't look like you, they don't act like you, they are not you. And it's bad because you are moving on while I'm still thinking about you when I'm the loneliest, when I see the places we were, when I see someone like you when I remember all those memories with you, that most of them were ruined by my friends.

I hope you find a girl who makes you happy, who makes you feel like you made me feel once. You deserve to be happy like you were once before you met me.