If I could describe the way I felt these past months I would describe it as the one scene from twilight where Bella is just sitting in front of her window and watching the months pass her. That is literally how I have felt for the past 2 months and I'm really trying to be positive. I think I have cried more in these past few months than in my whole 17 years and I have no explanation for it. I feel like I'm sitting and not taking part in a summer that I could have probably made so great. I just hope I can overcome this rough patch in my life soon. I'm tired of the sleepless nights and the unbearable thoughts that sometimes come to mind.

a teen ): 6:08 pm - Los Angeles