To the boy who left me behind...

I still find myself wondering why you left me behind, I think I'm getting used to the feeling of you being gone.

I still find myself wondering what I did wrong to make you leave, I think I'm getting used to seeing the bad in myself.

I still find myself wondering what I could have done differently to make you stay, I think I'm getting used to knowing I'm not enough for you.

I still find myself wishing you were still here, I think I'm getting used to the feeling of being alone.

To the boy who left me behind, why did you leave me behind?