Inspired from NIKI’s, ‘spell’ (check it out, beautiful song🔮✨)

I guess I’m stupid to think that I actually can be someone
I guess I’m not
Im not in a right mental state unfortunately
But my heart feels it all so well

I’m in a spell with my first love
My momma advised me it ain’t right
Deep down I know she could be right
But I know my heart will long for it all too well

I don’t want to lose this part of me
I heard so many stories

Oh god, I’m out of touch spiritually
Maybe I need god to break me out of this spell
I’ll wait then
Till God breaks this spell