sorry for being offline for a while i was put in a mental hospital for about 2 weeks. i start out patient on monday thru fridays for the next 3 months from 9 am to 3pm. mondays i have counseling like a hour after out patient. and I've been put on new meds that been helping out a lot and its a lot less meds that I've been taking. and i fell in love while i was in the mental hospital too. his name is Karsten unique name right. he's a few years younger than me but my mom loves him and his family. but he's leaving four weeks for college out of state. so im going to make the first move on monday. so that is the update so far i keep you updated on tuesday.