i was always taught it was wrong.
the desire for the same gender.
but she's beautiful.
her smile
her eyes
her lips
maybe it's not sexual desire at all. whatsoever.
maybe it's appreciating a woman's beauty. her independence. her honor?
Her strength, just from being who she is. And not being ashamed of the person she has become.
Her body has nothing to do with it.
Her beauty radiates from every part of who she is.
She's everything I want and want to be.

her smile
her eyes
her lips
it's strange for me to feel this way about another woman.
usually and mostly it's boys.
notice how i say boys and not men.
what is it about her in particular??
it's strange.