Do you think about me before you slumber? About my hazel eyes, about my smile, do you miss the way my hair smells? Maybe you don´t think about me at all.
I used to imagine a life full of sunshine, I used to imagine finding comfort in your shielding hands, and now I´m glad to see what reality looks like in my own eyes. The need of someone´s sincere and boundless love blinded me completely. I didn´t realise it, but you changed me.
I learned, that only I can make myself burst in joy, sink in loneliness, or suffer in the blankness which this world offers.
Only I can protect myself and my spirit, because hearts break way too easily and people care way less than they should.
-06/17/2019