We are finally back together !
You can't imagine how happy I am. I wished so long for this to happend. I'm in heaven.
Eventhough our phone calls are short.
Eventhough I am the only one telling you that I'm in love with you.
You know what ? I get it...You are just kind of shy it's totallly okay.

It was totally okay.
Once again I ruined everything by asking you one simple question.
"Are you really in love with me?"
That's when she came out of nowhere. She was laughing, you was laughing.
"Of course not ! He love ME. We just made a little experimentation."

That when I woke up. With this horrible feeling, this terrifying pill that I had to swallow real quick.

You will never love me again.
And it's pretty ironic when you think about it.
I'm nothing for you now when you still are my universe.
I'm stuck myself in this never ending nightmare.
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