None of my friends can wrap their minds around why I stay with you and at times I can't either. When you're loving and kind it's like I'm on top of the world and through my horrible life, I've never tasted something as sweet as your love... but then you'll switch and it'll feel like you aren't even the same person. Your texts are bland and distant, it feels like you have no interest in me or what I try to do for you. I am willing to walk to the ends of the earth for you and I really don't think that you'd do the same. You do a lot for me and I am aware of that but it's very spread out and the time in between you doing things for me makes me feel like my constant want and need to do things for you is just naive. I will always love you and do everything in my power to make you happy but what if it feels like it's bringing me down more than anything in my life? You make me feel an anxiety rush I haven't felt in years, the type my mom would make me feel when she'd leave me alone for days on end, I know this is a horrible thing but I sincerely feel like I can't live without you and I know I can't express that to you.