this article was inspired by:


arms, black, and men image boy, boys, and sexy image boy, sweden, and boat image boat, summer, and luxury image beach, couple, and Relationship image kiss, love, and my girl image
he was my first big crush, my first kiss, the first one i thought i loved. he's my cousin's cousin and we were at the same school, same family party, same house in the summer. he was my summer love since i was 11 and the biggest problem was when i thougth that we could be something more, but i was the only one. he never loved me back, in fact i think he just didn't care about anyone. now, we still go to the same house in the summer, but what i thought that could be forever, ended in less than 7 years.


Inspiring Image on We Heart It love, couple, and hug image Temporarily removed Image removed couple, love, and goals image Temporarily removed
my first and only boyfriend. we stayed together for 2 years and 3 months and I could not say it was the best years of my life or the worst. to be real, our relationship was funny at first but really anoying in the end. he was too jealous and i couldn't even go to my aunt's house that he thought i was cheating on him. so ridiculous. our relationship didn't end well and we're no friends anymore and i prefer this way.


boyfriend, couple, and goals image Mature image grunge, pale, and cigarette image jake bugg, grunge, and quotes image
the first guy i kissed since i broke up with alex. we met in a friend's party and, in the moment i saw him i knew we would be together and i didn't care if it would be for a year or a day, i just wanted to kiss him. so we made out in the first night of the party, then we kissed in the second and in the third and.... it was over. we were back at our houses and we didn't keep in touch. but in the following year we meet, accidentally, in a carnival party and we kiss again. we spent the night together and was really really fun and in the end of the party.... it was over again. we never kept in touch. he's dating now and i still thinking if we could be a great couple, but i missed my chance and it's alright for me. ̶i̶ ̶k̶i̶s̶s̶e̶d̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶b̶r̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶a̶r̶n̶i̶v̶a̶l̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶y̶e̶a̶r̶


boy, Hot, and guy image love, couple, and kiss image Image by L a v i n eyes, boy, and green image
it's been a year since i met this guy and i still thinking why i liked him so much. i met him at carnival last year and the moment i laid eyes on his eyes, i thought i was in love. what a beautiful eyes. i was with my friends, he was with his friend, we were a few centimen of distances just looking at each other. this lasted a few minutes until i put myself next to his friend and finally he pulled me for a long kiss. it was a fun night, he danced super well and was quite fun. but we did not keep in touch, actually, he never followed me in instagram and i never met him again.


love, couple, and aesthetic image couple, party, and drink image boy, man, and outfit image Image by so
i don't really know this guy, but from the moment we first met i knew i wanted to discover his taste. we met at carnival (like always), he's a friend of the guy my friend was with. they're from argentina and were extremaly funny. they're traveling around the world and i saw him just that night but he kiss soooo good. i just wanted to hang out with him again.


boy, canon, and couple image travel and plane image castle, fashion, and landscape image 10 things i hate about you, quotes, and movie image
i met this one on tinder, he's from sweden and we had a good talk. he complimented me several times, said i'm photogenic and apologized bc he hadn't answered me. i thought he was the right guy and i was prepared to ask him out, but he never answered me again. don't know what happened to him and i was really sad at first but don't care anymore


beach, explore, and freedom image adventure, sport, and summer image beach, ocean, and season image friends, quotes, and rachel green image
tinder, again. but this one was different, he's from my city but was living in another one bc of work. we had a nice and funny talk, we exchange photos (photos, not nudes lol). we talked for almost a month and never met. when we were about to get to know each other, we disagreed bc we thought differently about the politics of our country. he ended up saying things i didn't like to read and i said things that, most likely, he did not like reading too and that's how another crush came out of my life


guitar, boy, and music image guitar, music, and photography image photo, vintage, and photography image grunge, guitar, and the smiths image
i have a funny story with this one: i was at this party with some friends, we're having fun and i saw him climbing along with his band on a small stage that was in the club. he was a musician? great, i was already interested. since a long time ago i was not the type of girl who expected the man to take the initiative and decided to demonstrate that i was interested and he demonstrated too!! sent kisses on my way and everything, i was feeling like a gropie lol now the funny and sad part: i ended up drinking too much and couldn't stop vomiting outside the party and i fell asleep in the lap of a friend and i lost any chance with this boy lol i'm a loser i know.

at this point i don't have any crush and I'm starting to think i'll never love anyone again. is again the right word? have i ever been in love for real? i don't really know and i want to discover it.

and you, heaters, do you have anything to say to your crushes?