Maybe if I travel the world
or stay in bed all day

Maybe if I cut my hair
the sky stops being gray

Maybe if I stay in the sun
instead of hiding in my room

well, maybe later in the spring
when the flowers start to bloom

Maybe if I'd say hello
instead of only saying goodbye

Or maybe if I break my phone
instead of waiting for a reply

No, I should start a bullet journal
surely, that will change my life
and I know I've tried that
before but
this time I will do it right

And later in bed
when you've said goodnight
I'll stare at a blank page

petrified

I will end up writing nothing
wondering
why I'm not satisfied.