I mom,
you always say you will be there for me,RIGHT? You always said you will never let me drown.Do you forget,do you forget what you told me.You said you will always protect me from them.Mom?Do you remember.You told you will protect me from those demons!Those demons in my head.Mom,i need you but you are not there,not Anymore.Where are you?
MOM?
MOM?
MOM???????
I'm lost please i need you,but it's to late.
You are there but not for me,is it that mom? I know i'm a big girl,i'm strong that's what you told me last week mom.But it's a lie ! I'm not okay MOM.I am hurt , everybody hurt me mom.But they hurt me without toutching me. The way they look me, you know?That way they can look somebody with badness in there eyes.MOM?You know this madness!Don't you.You know the same madness you have in your eyes when you was looking dad!And the way you now looking me.Do you hate me MOM?

MOM?
MOM?
MOM???????
You told me i was like dad .And you know it's hurting me, don't you??
Do you do this because you hate me mom?MOM,please mom........
Told me , told me what to do.MOM do you remember me? MOM, i'm your little girl, you know . I'm scared , yes! You are like them , a killer! You kill me more everyday telling me i'm bad , telling me i'm big or telling me i'm not your child anymore.
MOM
You kill me, i trust you . But you did .
MOM!
I HATE YOU
xxx the little girl you hate