I've wanted something for long and right when I thought I had it it was gone.I started telling myself that I didn't deserve since I could never call it mine. But I was mistaken, I had filled my head with high hopes and expectations that were unattainable. I learned through heartbreak and disappointment that the things I want take time.

One of the most important life lessons I've learned is not forcing things. When they're forced or rush it doesn't feel right and doesn't give you the satisfaction. It's best to let things run their course because as a person you learn, grow, and realize how better things are. It's not easy, but it's definitely better than hurting yourself over and over thinking "this time it'll be different"