Life is a messy and always unfair to me --
After all the 3am thoughts ,
i cried so hard that time ,

All the poem I wrote about you --
About your fucking smiles and eyes ,

All the notes I wrote to you ,
' pleasE d0nt lEave mE ' ' i lUv y0u ! '

And today here I am

Realising all the lies and the truths of being unlove, or maybe I should stop --

Stop blaming myself for what had happened to us years ago

Moving on is something idk

Hard?

i love u