I want to go into 2019 fresh and without my 2018 problems.
So I do need to let you go to some extend M.

When I quiet down,
I feel you,
In my heart,
The memories we made,
Now possess my heart,
I won't let them go,
Too precious, too fragile,
They make me realize,
I could have had you,
The reality,
Me, You, Us
Now her and you
My heart ripping,
Blood rushing through tears,
Tears expressing the unsaid,
I left shattered, at the ground, on my knees, I love you, it kills me