Have you ever felt useless, exhausted and disappointed .... Like you're drowning in a river of thoughts and you don't have a way to get yourself out of it , or like you're running in a dark forest and hearing vague voices in everywhere around you but you can't see anything, just running in circles trying to find your way out but you can't...
I felt this way in this year for the very fist time in my life .... I was running in circles not knowing what's happening, I wasn't able to see anything...just darkness and that vague voices getting closer and closer , I was hopeless, afraid and tired of running I felt like "this is the end " and suddenly I stopped .....closed my eyes and I was trying to feel the cold night breeze touching my face ..remembering the good things in my life, the small circle of people that I love around me and the memories I've made with them, the laughter and the happy moments I thought about every good thing that I've been through in my life and than.... There's a soft smile on my face I was enjoying that breeze and that good thoughts it felt good , that fear is gone ... I opened my eyes. It's sunrise , a fresh air like a morning's breeze touching my skin , green grass around the place , flowers and butterflies it's a new morning and there was a white door in front of me , it was the door of happiness..•