Today I was wondering about how fast all the things have changed, you know that you are the only responsible of this, that all in your life is a mess.
You have let your thoughts consummate you day after day, you have listened to all of those voices that you shouldn't and without noticing they have taken over your life.

You know perfectly well that you are hurting your loved ones, but you know that it is not really you because you would never do those things, is that voice that is in your head constantly.

There are so many people trying help you... and you are not able to accept the help, not because you do not want, but because you do not see yourself able to overcome all this.

I hope you can overcome all this soon, for you, for me, for us.