You know that you don't want to forget all the memories you used to have when you started to record everything by writing it on a piece of paper. I don't know if others have these same habits of mine. Sometimes I don't even realize that I have written so many stories of what had happened in my circumstances.

If I happen to written something to expressed of what I feel then I will make sure that I reread it a few months later or even a few years later. In the end, I will heartlessly rip all of it just to cover up the story that I think it should have not been on paper.

I have tried so many times to not write everything instead of sharing my thought to friends. But still, my mouth always keep me shut from speaking and that makes me unsatisfied then started to hold a pencil and pieces of paper.

Does this happen to you too?