He was and is very arrogant is very confident and maybe that's what it causes to give him so much security in himself hurts me again and again but as he knew that I wanted to destroy me again and again and again and did not care if It was good or not, but thanks to so many times I was devastated it made me strong and I began to love myself and because as I destroy myself so many times, it also taught me in such an unusual way to repair myself and become strong so that never again destroy me.