You keep hurting me

You look at me as if I was the only one,

but I realized you look at me like you look at others.

You tell me you need space

but you come back again.

You keep hurting me

you left me and I left you,

you came back telling me you miss me.

And I' m ashamed for missing you too.

We met up and you called me beautiful

but you were just attracted on what you saw on the outside,

not knowing the real one inside of me.

You keep hurting me 

we both glance at each other

but you turn back to reality

and I turned back to my fantasy.

I want to leave you but I love you more than I love myself.

I wish you weren't blind to see how much I care.

But you will always need glasses and so will I.