Everyday i see him. The guy i liked and wanted to meet, and then got rejected. And so things could't get any worse, he likes another girl.
I can't talk about him anymore. Everyday i see him, he sees me , his friend see me and i just die a little more on the inside.
So i am moving on.
I have my friends around me who are there for me , music and myself. I can do it.
Its just he' was so perfect.
I feel like a 13-year old girl having crushes on boys, and like writting them letters and such. I just feel in love with the idea of him. Thats all.
I feel so stupid and emberasssed like all the time. He is a year older so i can just imagine how he sees me. Like some idiot of a girl. This is anxiety talking.
bye boy