It was a new feeling for me. No boy have ever done something similar to me before. I went through all the fases, from anger to sadness, from acceptacion to anger again, and so on.
He used me more than I used him. No fair.
Have you ever seen the movie "Gone girl" and relate to her? Do you remember the "Cool Girl" speach? That was me! I gave him the cool girl but it wasn't enough.
gone girl image
The worst part is that he already moved on. Me? I am in the same fucking place where he left me. I have so many questions without answers. Questioning every single time I spent with him.Everything was a lie? even the "good" moments were fake? I feel STUCK..
How can I move on? and stop this madness.
Ben Affleck, from, and movie image
Anna x