Hello, today I decided to do a different article, I want to talk about my goals for this final year and 2019. I know everyone will do this when december gets closer, but today I was inspired, so I decided to do it now :)

I hope I can also help you to start achieving new things and you can inspire me back! I have motivation but i procrastinate too much, anyway, enjoy this article!!

๐Ÿท. ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š–๐šข ๐š™๐š‘๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ

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I think that a lot of people can relate to this, lately I've already been trying to not be on the phone that much time by deleting of all social media I have (not messenger, I actually need that) and it's going much better. I'm not that stressed but still I do things to get the phone, I tried new games, I edit old photos, but well, I really recommend you doing that.

๐Ÿธ. ๐š๐š˜๐š—'๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š˜๐š˜ ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š๐šž๐š‹๐šŽ

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okay, I don't know if that happens to a lot of people also but the thing is: I don't have instagram or snap in my phone, so I take my laptop. I swear I've seen all kind of videos on youtube I mean, I watched all vine compilations, unpopular bts opinions etc. I want to work on that too, because for that I also go to sleep really late

๐Ÿน. ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š›๐š ๐š–๐šŽ๐š๐š’๐š๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐š๐šŠ

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meditating is something that in the past year I've really tried to achieve, I downloaded apps, watched youtube videos, listened to podcast but anything seems to work, it's like my mind goes to fast to stop for a moment and appreciate the thoughts. That's why recently I decided to try a new thing meditating while doing yoga, the truth is, I've never done yoga before, so I'll just start with basic stretching, because I have really bad backache (idk if that word exists) and then let's see at what it leads me. And meanwhile I do this, or after doing it I'll try to do meditation.

๐Ÿบ. ๐šŽ๐šก๐šŽ๐š›๐šŒ๐š’๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š

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about that, I've also tried to do it more than 4 days in a row but I always fail, I always waned to wake up earlier in the morning to exercise but I'm always really sleep. And also, to do it I can't go to the gym, so I have to do everything home, and I decided to do it before going to sleep because I0m always more active. I want to do it to solve my complexes, so I won't do a whole workout, only some squats and maybe abs, something simple.

๐Ÿป. ๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ

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I know this can sound like the complete opposite of what a lot of people might one but I really feel like I'm too thin and I want to weight more, it's not like that I don't eat anything because I actually eat a lot, but for example, for lunch I only eat little food and I want to eat more to weight more, so my exercise also works.

๐Ÿผ. ๐š๐š˜๐š—'๐š ๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š™๐šŽ๐š˜๐š™๐š•๐šŽ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š—

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this past year I had some close friends that we really get along, and we were a "squad" but during summer and the start of this new school year we started to separate, me and one of them went together and the other two went together too, at the beginning it was cool because we even talked but now they roast us when we aren't there, and they always criticize everything that us, or our friends do. So my goal is to not let that pull me down and keep doing what I love and enjoy!

๐Ÿฝ. ๐šœ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ

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that's basic and priority I want to take good care of my skin to feel good with myself and for my own health

๐Ÿพ. ๐š”๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™ ๐š–๐šข ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š˜๐š– ๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š’๐š๐šฃ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š

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having this is much more than an action for me, because it goes with another thing, I have anxiety and the fact of having my room like a mess it just makes it worse because it's like a reflection of my own head and thoughts, so I also want to improve that

๐Ÿฟ. ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐šก๐š’๐šŽ๐š๐šข ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐š—๐š

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as I said before I have anxiety and sometimes I just have like this anxiety feeling (while I write this I have it probably because off the fact if someone is going tor read this) and I want to learn to control it, more when I'm with other people and I don't feel comfortable at all

๐Ÿท๐Ÿถ. ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š’๐š› ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ

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another must hair care doesn't need explanations hair care needs love and I'm willing to give it (that sounded a bit weird)

๐Ÿท๐Ÿท. ๐šŠ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š–๐šŽ

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and that's my final goal, I want to enjoy landscapes and views, I want to have fun with my loved ones and I want to live great experiences, if I do that, I'll be happy to be here!

I hope I have helped you in some way and if you have any questions or want to make friends feel free to send me a message!!

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