I need a break from everything. I mean I need a holiday for life with no stress and a really good time spent by the beach with special people around. But this is a dream.
Having 20 yo means you should change a little bit because you are not a kid anymore, either a teenager. From now you are an young adult which means you have to be more responsible (go to college, a job and take care of yourself). You have to be brave and fly away from your parents protection. Itโs hard, I know because I trying to do it and I havenโt done it yet.
When I was 13, I use to have a diary and I wrote every single day about all the things I discovered and the people I met. I was drawing, writing stories I still want to think of my teenage dreams. It was so good when I believed all of my dreams can happen. Of course, I use to describe the boys I liked and write stories about us. I had a childish mind and I still have it, somehow.
Now life is a little bit different than I thought. My dreams were pink. I use to believe that things are quickly happening and dreams become reality. But itโs not like that. Life has ups and downs. Itโs like climbing on a mountain. You have to be ambitious and brave, and donโt listen to the people who donโt know how you really are and what are you capable to do.
When 20 feels like 15 you are still a child. Donโt rush to get old. You can do everything you want at the right moment. Enjoy your life and take your time to be yourself!
