I thought I was over you until one night, I cried because of you. I texted a friend about you, how you broke my heart and I just lost it. I didn't cry for weeks prior to that and I was doing great. I see you around school and I feel fine. I can talk about you to my friends without sobbing. But what happened?

You've hurt me in so many ways that I don't know whether this pain would stop. You lost feelings for me when you promised me you wouldn't. I don't want you back, I don't need you but I'm just so hurt. Hurt over what you did.

If someone told me that I'd still be crying over you after 2 months after our break up, I'd laugh because us breaking up was the last thing to ever happen. That's what you said and how dumb was I to even believe it?

I miss you in so many ways but you've made my heart ache too much. To the point where I just don't wanna live.