"First, love yourself"
That's what I saw on a post earlier. So I stopped to think what this quote means.
Maybe it means I have to be brave, to look myself on the mirror and say "you're beautiful, you can do it", or maybe I have to stop being ashamed of my appearance, but it's so hard, u know?
Nothing I do seems to work, I can't look myself on the mirror, on the camera, I can't take selfies because always seems to ugly, idk why.
It's hard live like that, but it's worse can't talk with someone about it, cause i'm sure they won't understand me.
So I keep trying to hide my real feelings under a big smile.
But I believe one day I'll find a better advice, and be brave to go through that.