Does anyone else avoid conflict? Like, at all costs?

Let me explain, I have changed schools a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean a lot.
I have been to six schools and counting. And it's not even because I moved cities or something like that, it's just because I experienced certain situations and I decided to run away.

And I have come to realize, I do that all the time. It has become my signature move. Whenever I am having an argument with someone, I am always trying to escape or whenever I have to give a test that I didn't study for, I try to skip class. Any time I have a conflict I am constantly trying to avoid it at all costs. Because that's what I am used to do.

And that sucks.

You can't even imagine the number of friendships I lost because I decided to run away, or the number of experiences I missed because I was afraid of confrontation.

Now that I think about all the times I just cut communication with friends because something was bugging me but I was too afraid to talk to them, I regret it. It would have been so much better and easier if I just talked with them, intead of running away.

Thanks to that, making bonds is much more difficult now, since I have learned to not attach easily with people, because probably, in the near future, I will pull up my signature move, run away and never see them again.

So I guess the moral of the story here is to just speak about what is going on. Don't be afraid to explain how you feel. Don't be afraid of confrontation. Because that's part of life. And by running away, you could be losing much more than if you actually talked.

I am trying my best to confront my problems and you should do that too.


Well, that's it for today, guys! I hope you enjoyed this and also, I'm back! I honestly just felt like writing this because I am currently going through a situation like this and I am trying really hard to not run away in fear lol.

Can you relate to this article? I really hope you don't, because it's not nice once you think about everything you are missing (:

Thank you for reading!

PS: I am sorry if you see any grammar mistake, as you know, english isn't my first language so I'm trying my best (: