I know it hurts. I know the feeling.
I know you just want to cry and cry. I know you feel like you can't do it anymore, that you don't want anything else. I know how much pain you're in, and that's okay.
It's okay to cry. It's okay to think those thing. It's okay not to be okay.
But you deserve better than someone who won't fight for your love. You don't deserve to be crying these tears. You don't deserve to be in this much pain right now.
But things happen and life sucks.
This might hurt but you need to know that being upset all the time, is not gonna change anything. Your tears aren't gonna make him come back again. Maybe one day you guys will meet again but right now, you need to be selfish and think about yourself. You need to learn how to be happy without him.