Maybe I'm not in God's plan anymore
Maybe He has put me aside
Maybe I'm not useful anymore

He's not calling me by my name
He's not even speaking directly to me
Maybe He gave up on me

I used to pray
"Don't work around me, but through me",
but now, I'm isolated

When I was a child
I asked to become more like king David,
a girl after His own heart,

But now I feel so far away from home,
worse than that
I feel abandoned
in the middle of nowhere

Hope my faith is not dried yet
Hope He doesn't take His spirit from me
or let me be spirited away

I hope it's just a phase and not a life

Please,
don't take
your grace
away from me

-R.L