You hurt me too much to bare that I wanted you to feel the same pain I felt. I destroyed the one thing that you loved; me. I lit the cigarette, destroying my lungs. I cut my wrists, destroying my body. I destroyed everything I could, trying to get you to feel the pain I felt. You didn’t glance at me, you didn’t care. I was left with a destroyed body and a thought; you didn’t love me. I was too oblivious that the single thought didn’t cross my mind. I was too stupid and now I was left with a broken life while you’re living a great life without me. You didn’t feel any pain, while I felt like complete shit. Nothing changed besides me feeling 10x the more pain I felt before.