I feel like shit everyday, it’s tempting to cut my skin. To destroy my body, but I can’t do it. I have to be strong so my father thinks I’m not weak. But, the truth is, I’m weak. I hurt everyday and I cry every night so that they don’t see my pain. My pain is endless, I just wish I could be strong or not be able to feel any pain. I know pain and other emotions is what makes you human, but I can't take it anymore. It hurts too much and it doesn’t help that I have no one to turn to because I have trust issues and I feel like everyone will just leave me while making fun of me. Life sucks, and this life that god chose for me, isn’t what I want. I’m sorry.